Everywhere and beyond!

Hola! It's been a couple of days since I wrote on this place and now I feel incredibly guilty for not updating as much I used even though no one reads these which somewhat okay for me because I feel no pressure to writing on what's on my mind.

Anyways a couple of months ago, my bishop Jacome asked my mother if me and my sister are interested in going to Utah and be at the General Conference to which my sister and I excitedly said yes. Though my sister began to doubt if we're even going but now since I am a leader and teacher of the Young Women I learn that we are going both the Young Women and Young Men.

The one of the problematic issues we're (Young Women) are going to face is the Young Men. The boys in YM are ..er.. how I can put this in a simple word-- oh yes! Monkeys!

These boys don't know to behave even if we're going to field trip (which I will detail in another time) so there has to be meeting for both the leaders and the parents of the YW & YM.


Lastly, the Youth's first trip of 2012 will on June to go to LACMA. I for one cannot wait to go.

Yes, my fellow readers it has been awhile since I have blogged here which is more to obvious to you than it is to me. As of late I've been in a conflicting state for quite sometime which good in the sense that this is a sign of growth but simultaneously I question a lot of things which makes it harder to me to follow by. I know this isn't make sense but it's alright as long as if I or someone can understand that than I am contentful.

I've been reading a lot however more fiction as of late, that's how I roll I guess. I am currently reading though not actively enough -- 1Q84 by Haruki Murakami and a book called Collected Poems of Octavio Paz.


Now for a much church related topic:

• Talent show. Arleth, me, and the other girls are planning to rap for the talent show at the Young Women camp (which is partially why I've been listening to rap music as of late) nonetheless the girls chose Paul Revere by Beastie Boys and don't worry we made some revisits to make it more 'modest' for everyone.


I'll be back to blog about more stuff but as of now I'm very exhausted mentally and my brain is on strike which makes it harder for me to write more.

'Til then!

From now on, anything that has the main focus on YW camp will be under the tag camp 2012.

For our stake, camp starts on June 25 to 30 but pre-camp is on April 13.

Food

Recently our Young Young stake presidents announced that this year, we must limit junk and increase more healthy food.

Now that Me and Arleth are leader, technically speaking, decided that each day at camp has a cultural theme for example Monday's Japanese, Tuesday's Korean, Wednesday's African. This applies to lunch and dinner.

Other Stuff

In the beginning of February, we should be fundraising, if not then we'll to do it asap.

Here's a blog where me and my girls document our time together with church activities and random pictures of us. I am the admin on that blog since the other girls aren't fully knowledgeable to set up blog in the blogging world.

On a different note, I've been wondering about YSA meeting in my branch soon but I don't know since I have been going to one meeting. I need to lose so much weight but I'm planning to reach my goal to complete on January 2013.

Who've guessed on the first day of being Adult (in church terms) will have to teach a class for the Young Women? I won't make it hard for you guys so yep that's me. I haven't studied the class yet except I am going to do so right now. Late, I know and it's horrible my method has become.

I didn't knew that I going to teach a class at the YW. I was suppose to go to church on Wednesday but my mom's friend Rosie needed to do Traffic school and both I and my mom unknowingly agreed that I will be the one will do the Traffic school online. It's easy and passed the test with 46 out of 50 which is good.

But fortunately for me, there's a blog called Beginning New, resource for YW leaders with help on lesson plans, activities, and other fun stuff that YW does. This is what I need to study in just eleven hours from now. I'm not completely nervous but I'm only nervous of being boring to the YW and I want to leave a good impression on them. So I'll do my best but if I fail, at least I tried. Here's the links that I am researching: BW "Lession 1-1 A Daughter of God", BW: "A Daughter of God" YW Lesson 1, Manuel 1, and lastly Lesson 1: A Daughter of God.

I'll be back to report on more stuff and I will also post later today on my New Years Resolutions and looking back how everything from good and bad. :)

At this point I'm actually surprise I haven't died of madness and taken into a mental hospital, I guess my parents called in to find out that all spaces are full. I like Christmas but all I'm hearing lately is this:

Radio: IT'S THE MOST WONDERFUL TIME OF YEAR

Commercial: DISCOUNTS DISCOUNTS 70%, 60%, 50%, 40% OFF EVERYTHING (except some stuff, sorry you gotta wait).

Neighbor: JUNGLE BELL, JUNGLE BELL, JUNGLE BELL ROCK

Sister: NO GIFT FOR CHRISTMAS IN THIS YEAR? WHAT IN THE WORLD THIS IS?

Random people: I mention ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU!!

If you knew me, you would know automatically I like to prepare way advance. Since I've on the topic of dating and men, I going to make a post on what dresses I should wear in case if I ever do a to a YSA dance. However note that I haven't bought these dresses I will soon. I don't have a particular favorite shop that I enjoy to look every time but Mod Cloth is possibly the only one for me. So here's my list of dresses that I would wear including accessories.

















I know some of these dresses may not be appropriate to take at YSA but these dresses are so pretty! Don't I just put a jacket over and wear black leggings.

“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”

Oscar Wilde

Men, boys these words I use interchangeably from time to time. I did promise to talk about the guys that I had a crush on but I didn't specified from childhood or to adolescent. So I come to decide that I will talk about the ones in my adolescent years because I am still a teenager and I can talk more elaborately, I guess. So here we go!

Guillermo (Gizzmo):

You know in sitcoms of white middle class where in a school setting there's always or sometimes the Preacher's daughter or the Pastor's son. This is almost similar but except in a Mormon way. He was the Bishop's grandson. We were in primary school but he's six years older than I was. My mom has a video cassette of the children in the primary school, it showed him doing a testimony and I was an infant in the infant playroom I guess. Anyways, he moved to a small town near Brownsville, Texas. He came back to California in 2009 around June. The funny thing about this, well it's really funny but he was my seminary teacher. When I laid my eyes on him, I felt head over heels.

Now to many, he may not have that much physical characteristics that most women want in a man but nonetheless he's attractive. He's around five three (yes that short and this is a common height in his family), brown skin, and brown eyes. Well I can't really describe how he looks like in person. However prior to him, I wasn't attract to Hispanic men particularly Mexicans (yes he is Mexican American). Since then, I am attracted to Mexicans who are mestizos and maintain a healthy lifestyle, why is that? I don't know. Here's an old entry I made on LiveJournal about Memo and this was a year ago:

Warning: Sounds like a fangirl, I apologize for that since I'm not usually atrract to people that I have strong feelings for.

Now I've been having a lot crushes on particular guys, I must say I think I just find them very, very attractive to me either in eccentric and unusual ways. Memo is a 23 year old guy, who goes the church I go to. Though I don't have feelings for him that much, I just find him very physically attractive to me. He is musician and he teaches a class that I go to. I did just to know him however just by eavesdropping on his conversations. For him, a relationship that last for him is arguing with each other. He dated a girl and they never argued but the relationship ended pretty quickly. He is a movie lover, and he recites quotes from movies that he watches. He thoughts on politics and other things are very immature, more emotion rather than researching and understanding both sides of perspective.

Please note I have written this on December 31, 2010. Since writing that I opened my eyes and saw a douchebag who happens to be attractive to me, sadly. I would write more about him but I would rather devote a whole post to him than writing a bunch of paragraphs of a post about two people. Two people in a post? Yes two. First was Memo who I developed feelings for since I was fifteen and the other guy is William(or Wilhelmina to me).

William:
For most of my teenage years since I was eleven, I had a crush on William. He's a pale Salvadorean guy that now he's going to his mission in January. Again it was physical attractive for these two men. He's also a douchebag but passable since he is the same age as me and he can change. One of the reasons I consider him a douchebag is this:



That's plenty more evidences I can use but it takes time to gather and put them together. Here's old entries from my LiveJournal about William and I'm sorry they're random but its hard to dig through all my old entries since I wrote so much during 2009 and before.

In one of my journal entry, I wrote that I have a crush on a guy William from my church.

OH. MY. GOODNESS. Unbelievable is the only expression or emotion that I am experiencing right now. But nonetheless it's funny to me and reflective to me because how I documented my feelings for William. And I want to end this post with a high note, this was made after couple of days I made that entry.